It’s not the one I fell for, head-over-heels, madly in love with, the one, with his soft, gentle nature and his calming ways, the one for whom I thought no other word than, home would fit meaning as understanding like I’ve never known before— No. You know, it was the one, the one so disinterested, [...]


we travel empty roads, beer-drunk, squashing bluebirds, waiting to lie down among the trees, I am no longer vertical close the garage, engine running or was it, heads in ovens today I can never remember certain details and the others--- scream at me during the night, pour out of my pores, and I wake drenched [...]